It feels like an eternity since I wrote something here. But it is 'only' about a month and two weeks ago. I haven't felt for drawing at all during this time. But now I am going to take a break in my very stressful education and just try to recover from all this horrible feelings that I want to kill myself. Next year, I will pick up my education again, but untill then I will have a lot of time (and hopefully the mind) to start drawing again.